Grape88 Jung Diary

My personality has been changed little. So well I might say I feel old or I have no energy? I don't know how to express this feelings or situations. Ummm, Yes~!!! I suddenly found what I changed. My personality has not changed yet but the ways how to communicate with my feelings has been changed just little~! So I thought my personality changed. I pray the methods to express my feelings will make everybody happy eventually.

I am naive so far. One of my concepts on life is that we are equal. But the world is wide and diverse. Even so, we are equal. The concept makes me get in trouble a lot. We are equal but the world is wide and diverse. I am not like anybody. I CANNOT do something. Somebody can do it but I can't If somebody asks me WHY NOT? about doing something, I will hate you and feel annoyed. I don't like the question. If you say impossible things, I will ask you WHY NOT? You will hate me and feel annoyed. You don't like the question. Of course, I can do it. Then, I will cry and stop seeing you forever. My spirit doesn't like it. But, I won't die although I  want. I Just will try to find my way to resolve the one. I will be alive for a long time and then my personality must be changed a lot by having personal relationships. I know they have some influence on my life. I can be cold or worm by them. My personality is emotional...

I need to know or learn how to organize things. learning that looks exciting. I just little know there are some steps and actually, I've been attracted to it. So, I just Try to Read a Book Rerated in Organizing Things. However, there is a problem that I'm really truly obviously lazy these days. But let's enjoy it~

My breakfast was simple. Ingredients were a frozen banana peeled, two ice cubes, and water. I put all things in a blender jar and blended everything together. It tasted cool~!!! Then, I ate mashed potato. I left to go to work at 7:30a.m. I had a lunchtime for one hour and ate enough. (I went to a buffet.) I worked until 6:30p.m. Today, it is on Monday. What a Strange day!!! I don't have enough energy to work or do anything so far. I feel sick... I Hope I Feel Better Tomorrow.

It's on Sunday. Today is a Speical Sunday. Today is about Alma Cafe 6th Anniversary~!!!!! I've been doing volunteer every other Saturday for 12months from the Cathedral. The volunteer is about making coffee. It is very good for me and others. I love this volunteer. I learn how to make Americano, Mocha, Latte, Cappuccino, and so on~! Many people come to Alma Cafe and enjoy their time~ The money uses useful and bright ways I want and God wants~!!!! So, I really celebrate the Alma Cafe Birthday~! I hope Alma Cafe becomes better and better for everything.

I got up at 7:30 in the morning. I cleaned my home. I only clean the house once a week. So, it took quick a while to clean up. It is Saturday. I had a plan to go to IKEA. I left home at 11a.m. It was my second time to go there. I was not alone when I first visited IKEA. So, I don't remember how to get there. I was alone and hungry. I went to the destination while listening to music. Beautiful sceneries~ IKEA was so good~! I got a lot of inspiration from IKEA. I had lunch and walked and walked and sat and walked again. Things to see a lot~!!! Many trivial things happened so far. Just Tired but funny ~

Nothing to do every Friday night. I leave the office at 6: 35p.m. and walk for around 15mins to the subway station every Mon to Friday. Today was a little different. I took a bus to get home. I could see the outside scenery with nothing special. I like them though. It was late to eat dinner so I was hungry. (When I get home, I always eat something first.) SO HUNGRY Music is a part of my life. I need enough time to listen to music. Music is like magic. Tonight I am listening to Symphony No. 9 (8) in C Major, D. 944 "Great": I. Andante - Allegro ma non troppo [Live] Symphony No. 9 (8) in C Major, D. 944 "Great": II. Andante con moto [Live] Symphony No. 9 (8) in C Major, D. 944 "Great": III. Scherzo. Allegro vivace [Live] Symphony No. 9 (8) in C Major, D. 944 "Great": IV. Allegro vivace [Live] more By Franz Schubert Sleep is pouring. zzzz

I woke up at 5:00 in the morning and felt great~! Then slept again. YES~!!! I GOT UP AT 6:30a.m. I eat, wash and dress for an hour. That's what I do every day. I leave home at 7:30 and walk for 15 minutes. I take the subway for about an hour to go to work. I will Probably repeat it every day. 

I Just a little think That Why Why Why ... I don't want to share but just think why my boss gave me my money late? I want to know the reason. What I did for this issue was waiting and then sending him a text I may ask him about the issue next Monday. Everything is going to be fine though. Just a little wonder why I need to work, for what? only for survival? Sometimes working is fun though. I only don't work for survival please, but that is necessary.

Well... I don't remember how I could join Shin Young M&C... really. I just started working as a part-time job for 7 to 10 days. Then, my boss suggested working a regular worker. I said... Ok! Why I was really surprised is My resume I didn't even send to the company(I only sent my portfolio) sucked. I never cared about my career, so what it means in Korea hmmmm I am like a child as far as I concern and yeah...probably I  may be...  Last month, I finished my third magazine and it was published. I feel so amused. It is a good and memorable day. [peace] https://blog.naver.com/symnc1/221182103202